I apparently "need help with my critical thinking and organizational skills."
Got my paperwork back today and my CI really knocked my skills. This is the 1st time I have had criticism on my stuff. Kinda threw me for a loop and I just keep asking myself why I am doing all this when it is making me absolutely miserable. I only have 2 weeks left of this clinical. *sigh* I don't know what will happen next. Maybe I'll have a good week. Someone throw me some positivity.
I was so distracted by my bleeding paperwork, I could barely concentrate on my exam, and then I left soon after because my gastritis was killing me (stress and caffeine will do that). Now I am home and very nervous and unhappy--took some Protonix.
Checked my grade (it is up already)and got the proverbial 90%. Eh, who cares.
4.24.2007
Um. Another one:
Posted by Prisca: at 3:10 PM
Labels: Grade rambling, Nursing School (general), paperwork rant
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It is just crazy how they make you feel terrible about yourself. Some other students and I were just talking about this yesterday; every time we turn around someone is telling us how bad we are at something. It's really depressing when you work your tail off and are still nowhere good enough. I do honestly question why I am putting myself through this sometimes! Hang in. :)
I was told the exact same thing by my clinical instructor. I was so nervous about careing for patients like bed baths and diaper changes that I took every opportunity to do them. In the meantime I was slacking on my paper work. She said that she looked up my grade and that it wasnt unusual for students to do well on test and not have good critical thinking skills. WTF???How do you talk your way out of that?
90% WOOHOOO thats great!! two weeks go by in no time.
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