Note to self...

Do not put off reading for stupid online class to the point of needing to do about 300 pages 3 days before the exam deadline...

Yeah, the queen of procrastination has reared her ugly head. I have been hanging at the lake, walking lots, working out at the Y, reading fun books, chatting on the phone, hanging out w/ friends, cooking all kinds of yummy healthy food AND NEGLECTING MY CLASS!

But I am enjoying the forced reading I am having to do right now...I want to be healthier, so this is a good time to be learning all this health-crap. It has been hard to stop dead in my tracks--I have been struggling w/ the whole "who am I when I am not in school" stuff.

The last year has been 100% school, 120% of the time, so I havent done stuff like hang w/ my family or friends, gone to church on a regular basis, or any of the other MOST important things I like to do. I have been crying some over the wierdness of my life right now and wondering if I want to go on w/ my BSN or not. My dream is nurse midwifery--but there is always a price to pay, so I need to figure out how much I am willing to sacrafice for my career goals.

Anyway, that's where I am at right now...see, not much to report! Off for another long walk w/ the fam...hope you all are well and thanks for the recent comments. They have cheered me up. :)

PS I am under the 6 months mark? Holy crapoly.